The University and I are unreconcilable enemies.
They hate me, I hate them. Our mirrored hatred is, though, not a completely perfect reflection. For you see, I try, the University does not.
It’s like a really bad relationship were one person has all the power and it’s always used to benefit themselves. They don’t (or do very grudgingly) communicate with you but that’s your fault not theirs.
How can you expect them to care about you?
You mean nothing to them.
Nothing.
Many are in this relationship out of pure necessity but instead of making the best of it they take us by the throat and squeeze. They are in it for our money, as bright as we may be, as nice as our professors might treat us, if it weren’t for the money there would be no relationship. Extremely few people get into this relationship and get out with what they wanted. Many get out with something but realize that it’s not worth as much as they thought it would be.
The University’s hate for me is a passive one, the worst kind, they hate me because I am me, an individual, one person.
One person means nothing to an organization with all the power and little accountability.
I hate them because of their robot-like rigidity and devotion to a stale, bureaucratic and elitist concept of education. Here everything is business; true growth of the human mind, spirit and race is secondary to numbers. I know and understand the necessity of giving students a way of qualifying their learning (marks) but never in an education system should dividing up and classing students into A’s, D’s and the like be more important than the learning behind those marks! I understand the necessity also of money but never should that interfere with the education.
Is it not a conflict of interest for a professor, who has the power to control the text book purchases of thousands of students to be a paid advisor to the publisher who happens to provide the classes’ text?
How is it forgivable for teacher’s assistants in a given lab to openly admit that the lab assignments that the students devote so much time to are, at their fundamental level simply a waste of time, teaching nothing, testing little but only engineered to provide enough busy-work to weed out some students and provide some sort of a mark? Do the T.A’s carry the blame? No, they are only the messengers.
Is it so unreasonable and damaging to the University as a business or an educational institution to let one student, deeply interested in thinking machines and artificial intelligence, to Major in and learn both Computer Science and Psychology and pay for more classes?
I’m really trying University, why won’t you stop impeding me?